Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: firstname.lastname@example.org
Friday, September 12, 2014
Its Friday evening here in Sweden and my brain is feeling a little mushy, its definitely been a long week for me and last weekend feels like a year ago. So i can say, i am definitely looking forward to Saturday tomorrow!!
My morning started very early today, and my first class was maths. Lots of new information to learn and process and work with over the weekend for my test on Monday. My lessons after that (until lunch) were cancelled as my class and other classes were all going to the Modern Museum here in Sweden as we are working on Modernism in both English and Swedish class. We got a guided tour where lots of notes were written down, hopefully to be made use of for my next lessons.
We then returned to school for lunch - where it was delicious but i ended up with the worst stomach cramps afterwards... something in the food which my body didn't seem to like :( Left me with a tired and uncomfortable feeling for my next lesson. Though luckily our last lesson was cancelled so i got to finish a whole 2 hours earlier than usual :)
Though guess what i did today`? I left my locker wide open, with my keys hanging from the lock..... -_-'
Luckily though before i was about to leave the school i checked my pockets for my keys, realised they weren't there and ran up to my locker. My friends were still standing by the lockers and couldn't stop laughing when they realised what i had done... hahaha ;) I just had to do an embarrassing walk of shame. Realising that i had done the same thing last week and had already done it twice this week...My thoughts are everywhere. Luckily i have nothing important in my locker, but still... this feels very unlike me to be so forgetful. But i blame it on tiredness and that it was Friday afternoon.
When i came home i watched a series before i sat myself at the table to begin studying maths and religion - which i will both have tests on next week.
A few hours passed, i had managed to get some work done as well as update a few playlists on Spotify and send a few I hate studying pictures to my friends ;) 50% work and 50% play :)
^^Yes, just one question.
^^Yes, that's my sisters feet in the corner ;)
Then my parents came home after food shopping - best day of the week.
Today is also Daisy's birthday so we're going to give her an extra little treat :) (I might film and post a video if it turns out good :) )
How have you spent your Friday? :)