Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Friday, September 12, 2014


Do you wear makeup? I know you said you usually wear mascara and concealer, but you're not that into makeup. I think I've seen you wear makeup on special occasions in pictures? Any favorite brands?
 Daily i wear very little make up, just mascara and concealer. Then on special occasions i use my special Givenchy (A present i got from my aunt) mascara for those extra long lashes. And also maybe eye shadow.
 Both my mascara and concealer are from Maybelline :)

When you move out will you take Daisy with you? Or maybe you can't afford to have a dog while living on your own? I sure can't, haha! 

 It all depends where i live and how my life looks. If i have long days with school, work and even the gym then it might be hard to have time to also go out with Daisy several times a day. With food, i know my family would help me with all of that so i don't worry about that. It's just if i would be able to take her out and she wasn't stuck in the apartment all day :)

If you get married will you wear a white wedding dress or? Just wondering ;) and what kind of wedding would you like if you were to get married? 

   I have never thought about this... i've never been someone to fantasize about my dream wedding. Infact, only a few years ago i didnt even think i would have a future. But also, thinking of the future scares me a little so i avoid doing that.  But i guess i will wear a dress,,, and something similar to this:

Do you like cereal? Granola? Chinese food?

Yeah, we don't often have it at home though. And i love granola - also love making my own!
  Not a huge fan of chinese, though i do like egg fried rice and prawn crackers :)

When and why did your parents divorce?

This is a little too personal...

I would like to ask you questions about your pet. Do you sleep with your dog? Because I always see your dog in your bed. Does it not really good for your health (you know the fur, and bacteria as dog never wear shoes haha)  ( I know my english sounds funny, sorry for that!)

Daisy sleeps in my bed during the day but when its night she goes and sleeps in her own bed on the floor ;) hahah. I dont think she wants to share bed with me! She always likes to stretch out and take half of the bed, so she doesn't like when she can't do that.
  I have this pull over cover to put on my bed so she sleeps on that during the day and not on/under covers. But also i change my sheets and covers often, because of all the fur :)

 Why do you need to take your dog for a walk?

I try go in the morning, afternoon and evening. As she is my dog, its my job to take her out. But of course, if i leave the house before 7.30am and come home sometime 5/6pm, then of course my mum will go out with her :)

 What food that it eats?

Just normal dry food!

^^She knows she shouldnt be under the cover!! So she's trying to look innocent and cute ;)