Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Thursday, September 18, 2014

Answers to random questions!

Do you go to Ikea for furniture? It's super popular in Russia, so we'd usually go there as it's so convenient. 
Half of our stuff is from Ikea... as you all know that Ikea is swedish. However, we prefer to have more unique and different stuff, not just the same as everyone else. But as Ikea is cheapest, its one of the best places to go get new furniture :) But im not so interested in design or interior design so i dont pay much attention to where the stuff is from :)

Would you run the color run again?

Yes, definitely!!! I love it, but i want to run the proper Colour Run, the one i ran was Color me Rad.... i dont think theres much difference between them. Its a bit like Pepsi and Cola... Pepsi is just the rip off of cola.

Do you like amusement parks? Roller coasters? What is your favorite ride?'

Yes, i love amusement parks!! The reason why i wanted to go to Disneyland :) I could spend like 5 whole days (i want to say week, but i dont think i would want to spend a week just going on different rides ;)). I dont really have a favourite, but i do like those that have alot of action.. that go up and down and loop di loop etc :)

If you could only eat three foods/dishes for a month what would they be?

At the moment i choose: My home made bread, cookies and cream questbars and Marabou Biscuit chocolate :)

Do you like jelly beans, Oreos, marshmallows?

Not jelly beans or marshmallows as i dont eat foods with gelatin, i dont like the consistency of them. However, at times i do eat melted marshmallows if we are say making smores. 
  I dont like oreos as much as i used to... i find them bland, however Oreo milkshake is Delicious :) (or oreo cheesecake!)

Do you wear slippers or socks around the house or do you just walk around barefoot? 

Socks... or barefoot. I am always really warm so i like walk around in shorts and sports bra in the house but have double pairs of socks because i have bad circulation to my feet... -_-' haha. So my feet are always cold whilst the rest of my body is always warm!

What's your favorite flower?
I dont really have one :)

Do you have a guilty pleasure?(you don't have to answer this question if you don't want to. No pressure ;))

Reading fitness blogs/watching training videos/scrolling through IG while eating chocolate or B&J or something else ;) hahaha... I love it!

What movies/cartoons did you watch as a kid?

Pretty much all of them :) Alot of Postman Pat, Pingu, Tom and Jerry, Thats so Raveen etc etc


  1. What are your favourite fitness blogs? :)

    1. Most of them are swedish... but also, i would prefer to not post here as many of them can be triggering for those suffering wtih an ED.

  2. I love amusement parks, roller coasters especially! I love your food choice! That guilty pleasure, ahaha! I sometimes do the same;)

    1. The roller coasters are best, but also i love the spinning rides :) People call me crazy!