Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Saturday, September 6, 2014

Answers part 1a

When I'm sick and in bed i thought i might as well answer all the questions right away :)
The other questions you asked should be up tomorrow :)

  • 2. What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
  • Checked my phone :):) had to know the time!
  • 3. The person you like is?
  • A guy in my school ;) Though he's not in my class.
  • 4. Is anything bothering you?
  • Not really, but my blocked nose is sort of annoying!
  • 5. Does anyone annoy you?
  • I don't get annoyed easily... or, i mean if people do small things that irritate me, i can just look past it. Not care... but i am easily irritated by some peoples behaviour... and my sister uses this fact to irritate me at times (so does my mum!). But i dont think there's a certain person who where everything they do or say annoys me.

  • 7. What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
  • Check my phone/On Tumblr close my eyes ;)

  • 9. Do you remember who you liked on New Years?
  •  I don't think i really liked anyone then... or i had a 'crush'. And well, that crush is still alive :) hahah Though i think it will just stay as a crush!

  • 12. Told your parents you were going somewhere but went somewhere else?
  • I'm sure i have... nothing pops into my head immediately. Though while i was sick there was alot of those lies.

  • 15. Would you go out with someone right now if they asked?
  • It depends who's asking. Im not so desperate that i would just say yes to anyone ;)

  • 18. Have you kissed anyone in the last month?
  • Well if we're talking August then yes, but if we're talking September, then no.

  • 26. Do you regret anything you’ve done lately?
  • Not recently, no....
  • 27. What woke you up today?
  • My sister. Its Saturday but she had to get up at 6am for work, so she woke me up but i was able to half sleep until 7am anyway :)

  • 31. Finish this sentence:The last person I kissed is…
  • Was... super nice. We had a connection however, i met him for coffee a while ago and we decided to just sort of be friends. He's going to travel and study in January and he is 4 years older than me, and we're just in different stages of our lives. And that's ok. I was so undecided anyway, i didn't have that strong feelings so it didn't affect me or my life any more than it would have been nice to spend more time with him. (So for those of you wondering what happened with that guy i met, here's your answer :))

  • 33. Do you like when people play with your hair?
  • Actually no... my sister always wants to test new hair styles on me and plait my hair or straighten it. But i hate it.... ;)

  • 35. Waiting for something?
  • For my birthday, Christmas, moving apartment, my dad to come to Sweden, autumn break :)

  • 39. Don’t tell me lies, so is the last person you texted attractive?
  • My mum was the last person i texted, and yes she is :):) Ive got here genes after all, i can't say no :) (And she was a model in Milano when she was c.a 20 :)) And you would never think that she is her actual age! 

  • 52. Did you leave milk and cookies for Santa when you were little?
  • No :) We left Guinness, mince pies and carrots for the reindeer's :) However i was 4/5 when i found out Santa wasn't real, so then it was just my sister who found joy in leaving food for Santa.... (Now i laugh about the fact that we left beer for Santa ;) hahaha)
  • 53. What were you doing at 11 last night?
  • Sleeping.. :) I fell asleep somewhere just before 11!
  • 54. What could you eat any day of the week & never get tired of?
  • Cashew nuts :)

  • 56. Someone knocks on your window at 5 am, what do you say?
  • Well, the fact that they have managed to climb up to the 6th floor would shock the hell out of me... (and in our new apartment we will be living on the 18th floor O_O )
  • But it depends who's knocking... if its my soul mate/someone i really like or one of my close friends. I'll most probably let them in... asking what they are doing here? 
  •  If its a stranger well then i would most probably scream!

  • 59. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
  • Its Saturday morning, im eating breakfast and sick so not much... but i have my little to do list and answering these questions is the top of my list :) So im supposed to be doing this!!
  • 60. Would you have sex with the 5th person on your contacts?
  • Hahaha, one of my friends ;) Not really.
  • 61. To who did you last give the finger to?
  • I cant even remember... but im guessing it was my sister during some time of frustration or during an argument. But i dont really swear or put my middle finger up to people ;)

  • 68. What song are you listening to?
  • At the moment i love Hey Now by London Grammar

  • 70. How do you feel about chocolate-covered strawberries?
  • I prefer white chocolate strawberries :) They're delicious.

  • 74. Do you swear in front of your parents?
  • Nope, i rarely swear at all :) I don't see the point in it... In my thoughts however i swear alot, but i never voice it!

  • 79. If something was wrong, who is the first girl you would go to?
  • No one..... actually this realisation is kind of scary. If something was really wrong, say if i had been attacked, i was feeling suicidal or anything else, i more than likely wouldn't tell anyone. 
  • Though i guess my mum would most probably be the person if i felt i needed to talk.


  1. Some of these questions are so funny!! so are some of the answers!! hahaha :)

  2. Oh my gosh, we totally left beer for Santa as well! Haha