Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Saturday, August 9, 2014

Vlogg - Ask me questions!

I know making videos and bloggs has been requested for a long time but its something i am very slow with doing... mainly because i feel i dont have time for it, but also that someone else is always in the house and i prefer to make videos when no one else is home... Because it feels a little silly sitting infront of a camera and talking :) hahaha
  Another reason is that i hate my voice... and especially on video. Its one of my flaws, as i see it. Ive had times when ive stopped talking for 2-3 days because ive felt so self conscious of my voice - silly, right? But yes.

But i know i need to over come this fear of mine and know that there is nothing wrong with my voice and also i was thinking i wanted to make a vlogg. However, i dont have a certain topic i want to talk about, unless you suggest one,so i was thinking you can all ask me questions which i can answer?

And i know that ive pretty much written everything there is to know about me, but maybe you are a new reader and there is something you want to know about me, then just ask :)

And if you prefer i answer in writing, then let me know i can do that instead!!! :)


  1. If you had the choice, would you go back and change the past so that you never had your eating disorder? Or do you think it's made you who you are today?

  2. Maybe you could show us your favourite clothes/ wardrobe and talk about them haha I'd also be interested in how you slowly integrated into your school, starting to socialize.. I'm nervous about school starting, about peer pressure, having to be funny or popular, having to party and drink alcohol to be 'accepted' (well not really but still) etc. How to be confident and be yourself around new people.. Because you seem so confident and comfortable in your own skin!!:)

  3. i'm going through self recovery. ( I dont have a therapist and its really hard for my family to realise and accept my illness )So I've already been to a nutritionist and gained 2kg, theres still a long way to go mentaly and fisicaly. Could you please tell a little about your recovery? and about your jorney to self love, things like that... Your blog has helped me a LOT so far, so anyway, thank you!
    Btw, my instagram is healthmykey if maybe you want to take a look :D

  4. Do you have piercings? Do you wear make, if you do, can you show us how? Top the wish list right now? Show your most common pose? Who are the most important people in your life? Best and worst memory in the gym? Favorite recipe made by you? Favorite day of the year except your birthday? Favorite song, play it for us :) Pizza or hamburgers? Do you curl your hair ever? Best place you've been in? Plans to compete in fitness? If not, any other plans and goals of the training? Have you ever fast? What did you think of it ?

  5. I've had anorexia for a few years now and I only wear a few items of clothing as I hate how I look in everything! Did you have this with your anorexia and how did you learn to feel comfortable in clothes again?

  6. Can you show us the clothes you wear while working out and where to get them? I really love sports outfits, but i never know which ones to buy (which one really needs). :)

  7. I think your voice is cute, btw :) J

  8. I hate my voice in videos too! So I try not to talk when someone is filming. In real life I dont really pay attention to my voice.
    Chicken or pasta? When is your birthday? Do you like twizlers? (Not sure how to spell that). What are some common swedish names? Have a great day! :)

  9. Did you have an inspiration to start recovery? If so, what was it?
    Do you find it a chore to continue with your blog, or is it still fun?
    Did your anorexia stunt your growth (height, foot size, etc)
    Quark or trail mix?;)
    Dealing with peer pressure?
    How you begun to start socializing again?
    Tips of how to keep motivated in recovery?

    Thank you for your blog. It has been a stable inspiration all through the first stages of recovery, so thanks ever so much!


  10. What is your favorite subject in school? How did you begin exercising again,could you give some tips? What is your favorite subject in school?
    There's just a few... I thought you needed some more. (;

  11. Whoops. The same question is posted twice. My bad (:
    By the way, I like your voice. It's unique and I think it suitd you. (: (not to offend or anything)

  12. Oh and also how and why (and when:D) did you come up with the idea of helping others via email?:)

  13. What do you think of the fact that Finnish kids have to study Swedish at school?

    ... I think I'll drop it here this time :D

  14. Could you give us a roomtour?

  15. Have anyone ever taken advantage of the pictures you put on your blog? I mean besides that one with the thigh gap. Like, have you ever found your picture on a fitness commercial or something randome like that. Has anyone ever asked to use your pictures for commercial benefits? Just a few random question because I was just wondering :) :) Have a nice day!