Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Tuesday is like Monday, but worse

Tuesdays are like Mondays, but worse. You've already gone one day in school and you 3 days ahead of you and the weekend seems so far off....

All day ive been tired, trying to focus in class and put a smile on my face, but its like i've been absent. I blame it on the weather.
    Not sure if i will have time to blog today or for the next 2 days so i am going to give you a little fore warning now :)
   On Wednesday and Thursday i am working on a festival (building stages and the area etc) so 10 hours of that (10am to 8pm) so i am going to be exhausted and then its back to school on Friday and if my friends have decided to go or not i will go to the concert/festival after school ;)
  But first its time to get all my work done now, as i wont have time the next 2 days!!!

Anyway, heres a few pictures.... Me, Daisy and my afternoon snack (and after yoghurt with nuts as well!)


  1. What kind of bread is that?

    1. A microwave bread ive created :)

    2. And what do you need for the recipe? What do you use?

    3. potatoe flour or oatflour, psyllium seeds, eggs&egg whites, milk, water and lots of seasoning.... no idea about the measurements.

  2. Nice pics...and toilet paper and injection needle...not weird at all...:D.....

    PS. Should we be worried (joke)

    1. Standard to have when you have CF ;) hahaha... feels weird that nobody else has syringes, nebuliser and inhalers lying on their desks ;)

    2. I'm sorry I thought it was for a school project or something :( as I would never make jokes about something related to CF or any illness

    3. Ohh dont worry about it ;) hahaha. I didnt get offended or anything (just felt like i didnt want those pictures up anyway :) )hahah.

  3. I know this is probs really annoying XD but i wrote a comment on your meditation post, but please please read it because I'm like still freaking out and i have no one to talk to and i really need your advice. sorry to like spam you.

  4. Try finding a moment when you're on stage that no one's looking to act for a sec like you're a rock star haha it feels so less scary to be on the stage when there aren't thousands of people staring at you, that should give you your usual smile back ;)

    1. Not sure if you mean this literally or not, haha? :) Being on the stage isnt much for me (I.e im just working on building the stage and scenes, not being on the stage :))

    2. It was just a joke of course :) it's just that since you're "just working on building the stage" there's no one actually looking at the stage so you're free to do pretty much anything while working to change your mind from the weather and stuff