Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Friday, August 8, 2014

This smile on my face isn't fake

Yesterday i was texting with the guy I met and we decided to try to meet sometime next week.  And for the past 24 hours I've had this huge smile on my face. Like a child on Christmas! !! But also butterflies.
    For now it's just casual absaloutly nothing decided....friends. basically. The thing is, I don't even know what I want? I have mixed feelings which isn't unusual i guess. But also what i feel is that i do want to be with someone who is active, who wants to follow with on runs or walks. But maybe I need a Ying to my Yang? Someone who can calm me down a little ;) hahha. Maybe being with someone who isn't as active as me would be a good thing... It could slow me down. He doesn't hate exercise, but it's not his priority. And that's ok. Everyone is different.
For now I'm just going to see what happens. ... meet him a few times ( if that's what he wants as well) and take it from there.  If it leads to something else or maybe friends is all we will be?! :)


  1. Nothing wrong with new friends, even if they'd be "just" a friend. But it might work out, well, more intensive as well, of course! It's a great thing either way :---)

  2. If it's made you smile then who cares if it's friends or something more serious it's win win either way!! :) go with the flow!