Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Friday, August 8, 2014

This smile on my face isn't fake

Yesterday i was texting with the guy I met and we decided to try to meet sometime next week.  And for the past 24 hours I've had this huge smile on my face. Like a child on Christmas! !! But also butterflies.
    For now it's just casual absaloutly nothing decided....friends. basically. The thing is, I don't even know what I want? I have mixed feelings which isn't unusual i guess. But also what i feel is that i do want to be with someone who is active, who wants to follow with on runs or walks. But maybe I need a Ying to my Yang? Someone who can calm me down a little ;) hahha. Maybe being with someone who isn't as active as me would be a good thing... It could slow me down. He doesn't hate exercise, but it's not his priority. And that's ok. Everyone is different.
For now I'm just going to see what happens. ... meet him a few times ( if that's what he wants as well) and take it from there.  If it leads to something else or maybe friends is all we will be?! :)


  1. Nothing wrong with new friends, even if they'd be "just" a friend. But it might work out, well, more intensive as well, of course! It's a great thing either way :---)

  2. If it's made you smile then who cares if it's friends or something more serious it's win win either way!! :) go with the flow!