Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Sunday, August 3, 2014

Testing my running skills

Its only 13 days until the race and i am determined to run it!!! Its been my goal to run it since i was 12 and we've paid for it and ive longed for it all summer. But also the 16th of August when its the race, its also the day i was declared healthy 2 years ago... so yeah, it would be super fun to run!!

Yesterday i tried running intervals on the treadmill and it went well i got my speed up to 11km/hr which is good for not having run for a while and having to take it careful.

This morning when my alarm rang i just turned it off and went back to sleep and woke 90 minutes later... haha, tired much! But i needed that extra sleep because i had alot more energy then when i wasnt out to run! RUnning went really good, it was by the 3km mark that i started feeling it a little in my ankle. But it went ok i just had to stop after every km and roll my ankle a little! And in total i ran 6km which is really good... so maybe, just maybe i will be able to run the race!!!

Now im getting ready as im doing some outside training with my step dad and then this evening im going on a sort of casual date - going to the concert with the guy i was working with (and his friend!!!) More about that later though ;);) Super nervous, dont know what to think!! :)


  1. Omg!! Good luck on your casual date!! :) :) :)

  2. Have fun in the concert and dont be nervous, you are funny and beautiful - so nothing to worry about:)

    1. Hahah thank you ;) Im super nervous though :)

  3. have fun on your date!! hope everything turns out well;) I wish I could recover soon so I can finally start my love life... its been so long that I have talked to people my own age (except my closest friends) so I'm nervous about starting school again... any tips on going back to normal life? haha anyways good luck today!!