Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Sunday, August 24, 2014


Something which ive noticed recently is that all my personal posts and food posts actually get most views... Not my advice posts, but my personal posts. So weird!!! ^_^I guess people like reading about me, what i do, what i eat etc :)

So i will now continue to inform you about my day today... like any other sunday really!
     This morning my sister asked me if i wanted to workout with her and i wasnt planning on going to the gym... or i was undecided anyway, but then i thought i might aswell. And i went to that gym which i went to for a week in summer and each time i go there, its like my heart melts a little I love it there, seriously, i could spend a whole week there! And im jealous that my sister has a gym card there, im actually thinking of maybe changing to that gym.... though dont know if that will work or not.
    Some photos from today :) I find it fun to have these types of photos.... :)

And since then, it feels like ive eaten the contents of the fridge and cabinets?! How i even have room for the amount of food i eat, i dont even know. o_O
This evening we also went to the apartment viewing, and i must admit i loved the apartment. I could seriously imagine living there, apart from the area where it is. Its right in the middle of town. Which be great for some, but there is also a pub right outside, and the amount of times ive walked past that pub late at night and had some weird guys either wolf whistle, try to chat me up or call things when i walk past... it feels a little unsettling living right next there. Though its very uncertain whether we even want to move there due to all the pros and cons but also whether the tenants actually will move or not.
So there are alot of things up in the air right now. But i just need to try to keep focused on school and all the other unknowns in my life right now. 
  I could quite literally write a list of 50 things which are very unknown and up in the air right now... personal things, school realted things, boy related things, money related issues, housing, jobs, future etc etc #Isthiswhatyoucalladulthood?

Tomorrow is a new day and a 6am wake up call so its now time to log off :) Hope you have all had a lovely day!

1 comment:

  1. Do you only wear shorts to the gym? Do you ever train in just sports bra and shorts? Do you and your sister do the same workouts? How did you become so strong? When did you start seeing more progress? How did you learn all the exercises? What are your goals with exercise? Do you want to work at the gym? sorry all the questions. Just curious.