Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Sunday, August 10, 2014

Sunday breakfast

Yesterday i had decided that this morning i would test to run a 10km outside. However, when i woke up i felt tired and the back of my legs aching.... Looking out the window i tried to motivate myself to go out and run, knowing that i would most probably enjoy it when i was out and that i know i would feel great after. But i didnt feel like running. Of course sometimes its all about a little motivation, pushing yourself out even when you dont want to.. considering that i need to run a 10k outside before i decide whether to participate in the race or not, and i dont want to do it too close to race day. But i have to take each day as it comes... maybe ill get more motivation later or ill try doing some intervals or a short run. But for now im going to enjoy my breakfast which today consisted of a fruit salad topped with cottage cheese, yoghurt and nuts!
  Its been a long time since ive had a fruit salad, but today i wasnt craving so much dairy, egg or oats. So this was perfect!

Usually i dont like Sundays as that means that Monday is tomorrow and school begins again. But today i like that its Sunday, it adds like an extra cosy factor. Its like there is this unwritten rule that on Sunday, its ok to lie in bed until noon. Its ok to do little today... its ok to just be inside, because its Sunday :) haha
  Those arent my plans... or maybe they will be. But still, im starting to like Sundays!