Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Thursday, August 21, 2014

Study desk

  I got asked about which subjects i am studying and this year i am studying: Swedish, english, maths, science, religion, philosphy, psychology, language (not sure which), civics and history & then i have an individual project which is pretty much the same as a class (i will have some classes and lesssons) but most will be done on my own and at home. And we're also expected to work during all our breaks... so its alot of stress ;)

After coming home, eating a huge snack (I also dipped chocolate chip cookies in peanut butter Dream come true!!!! ^_^ More for dessert later ;)) and also doing some social media browsing i sat myself down infront of my computer and began with my homework... realising that i forgot one of my papers in school... oops. So that will have to be done tomorrow during a break instead.

Now i feel a little calmer and im about to start marking in all the dates into my newly bought calender and do some fixing and planning for tomorrow. :) Here is how my desk looks at the moment!


  1. I love it how you have the patience to work on a desk! As a huge admirer of organisation, I am ashamed to admit that I do all of my homework rolling on the carpets and jumping from the chairs to the bed! No way I would actually have an "office" like that, even though they always look so wonderfully neat!

    1. hahah, i need organization to work! If its messy when im trying to study i sort of freak out... though usually i have this organized mess on my desk!! Notes everywhere, papers all over the place etc :)

    2. I can't stand mess either, but it's that I had to have a certain spot where I should stay right there focused for hours, which is sadly never going to happen! :--D absolutely impossible

  2. At least if it is a lot of stress, it is also an interesting 'collection' of subjects :) think of it as an opportunity to learn a lot of wonderful new things!! :) good luck izzy!! :)

  3. so... i know this is a sick thing but...what percentage of your day do you sit? are you sitting most of your day at school., etc...

    1. Im not going to answer this as that is a sick way of thinking. You shouldnt feel scared of paniced for having to sit. Its normal, its part of life. When you are in school and some work places sitting is what you do, its nothing strange about it. If you are scared of sitting or cant sit longer than X minutes without getting restless/anxiou you need to work with that. I also had a fear of sitting when i was sick but had to fight against the fears.

      If im in school from 8-4pm followed by 1-2 hours studying at home and by then im so tired i just lie in bed and watch series, so you can figure out yourself.