Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Saturday, August 23, 2014

Saturday morning

I dont think i have ever been happier that it is the weekend!! And the grey weather doesnt even bother me at all, haha! As i suspected i woke up with an extreme amount of energy today, almost jumping out of bed!! And all i wanted was to walk and listen to a podcast, so that was exactly what i did..... Though it took me longer than expected to actually get out of the house! Ran around trying to find my clothes (they were all in the washer), then i couldnt find my ear phones, couldnt decide whether to bring Daisy or not (as my parents are taking the boat out to an island today, so Daisy will get lots of time outside today anyway). In the end Daisy didnt even want to go out, so i headed out on my own!!! And loved every step of my walk, It felt so good to be out in nature. That is one of the things i miss most during school time, not being able to go for morning walks.... Missing the fresh air :)

I also saw that they have built an outside gym 2 minutes from our house!!! I love it :) So im going to test that some time soon - though i wish they had built it for summer, then i could have done my training there! Though i love my gym and the gym atmosphere anyway :)

^^This is how Daisy looks when she doesnt want to go out.... hahaha, (Note that i am NOT holding anything above the camera!!!)
Shes just trying to tell me that she wants to stay in bed!

Onto other topics Priority No.1 today is emails!!! Amd to make it easier for me, if you havent gotten a reply RESEND your email, it will make it easier and faster for me to reply as your email then comes to the top of my list and i have this weird way of replying where i reply to the newest emails first (Thogh i know i should reply to the oldest first...??!)

Ive said i wont post so many food pictures as you seem to all compare your meals to me, but today i felt i had to share my delicious breakfast!!!Sooo good! And first off...What, am i drinking Tea for breakfast??? Wheres the coffee?!


  1. Where do you get your food ideas from? They look so yum! Do you just make them up? Are there any good food blogs that you follow? Thanks

    1. Ohh well i jsut eat what im craving, haha! In fact i always ask people for food inspiration as i want new ideas, but in the end i end up eating almost the same things because i love it :)
      I might make a post with some food blogs or tumblrs which i follow :)

  2. How far away is the gym you go to at the moment? Mine is 45 mins away so I can't really go very often which is annoying! I love your food pictures!

    1. Takes 20 minutes to walk to or 10 minutes with bus... and its 2-3 minutes form my school :) So it all works very well.
      Ohh that sucks at times, i guess thats the downfall of living far away from school/work/gym, but walking in nature or doing homeworkouts can also be fun and effective :) And thank you!

  3. What a beautiful, autumny breakfast :) Have a good time on your Saturday!

    1. And by the way, please don't say you went out in those shorts! It's 14ÂșC in Finland, and it sounds like they're the same clouds in Sweden (Stockholm?) as well :D

    2. Yes it was delicious and looked good as well :)
      Hahah, i did! I think its like 16/18 degrees here? It wasnt so cold and as i powerwalked i was warm the whole way anyway, but soon it will be long pants for walking... though i dont want to let go of sumer just yet :)

  4. Please keep posting food pictures. I find them helpful during my recovery. They always look so delicious!

  5. NOOOOO!!! I love your food pictures they always looks so delicious =-O

  6. I agree I find your food pictures inspirational they always look great!! :)

  7. More food pictures - they are so good!!

  8. What are those flakey things? Are they a cereal? I'm curious! They look a little bit like Special K...

    1. They're almost like sweet bran flakes, they are delicious!!! :) I could eat a whole pacakge with just them!

  9. Hi there...

    1. How far/long does it take you for a walk? Do you use garnin swatch or something?
    2. When you are at the gym doing exercises for the arms/upper body what do you do and can you name some exercises without using weights?
    3. do you think that 1kgweights work for beginners? What kind of exercise can i do with them?
    4. Di you feel hungry when you get up in the morning? bc i often do not an think its bc i ate to much the other day....but of corrse i have breakfast nevertheless!
    5. Do you have sportclass at school?
    6. How much do you pay every month for the gym?
    7. do you drink pepse max every day?
    8. how many rest days do you have a week?
    9. Do you skip the morning walk at these days?
    10. Do you and your mother sometimes tak about the hard times at mando and your ED? Do you think trhey still fear a relapse?
    11. what about this guy you kind of dated?? :-))

  10. Cool idk what it means cause I just skip over images...