Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Wednesday, August 27, 2014

Quick update

Its 9.30pm in Sweden and im feeling super tired right now.

As i wrote this morning ive been working on building the area for a concert. So lots of lifting fences, gates, concrete blocks etc
   As it was the same management as the other festival i worked at i recognized alot of the workers and they all recognized me as well which was kind of fun! There were 12 of us working meaning that things got done alot faster and there was quite alot of waiting time.... waiting to be told what to do. But there was also alot of work to be done.
    I also realised how strong i was as the concrete blocks and fences seemed light to me and i had no problem lifting and walking with them, whilst many of the others complained about how heavy they were.... Feels strange that im not the weak one, hahaha! Benefits of strength training no. 500 ;)

Otherwise.... a lack of food, as it usually is during these types of events. 10 hours working and only 2 meals. But the portions you are given are tiny, so ive pretty much only eaten bread and drank a few too many cups of coffee.
  But i made up for the lack of food with a double big night snack (lots of nuts!).

I dont have much energy left, so its just to jump into bed before another long day awaits :)

**Please remember that at the moment and this week i dont have time to reply to emails or comments**

^^This x2 && more cashews :)

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