Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Sunday, August 3, 2014

Nervous

So...... this whole dating thing, how do you do it? Is it even a date, who knows? Its not though, its just meeting/hanging... he's bringing a friend. I would as well, but none of my friends can. Also it costs to get into the concert and they dont really have the money for it.
   Dating and guys... well they havent been at the top of my agenda. That doesnt mean that i amnt interested, it just means i havent found anyone. There was/is (??) one guy at my school in my parallel class, but as we didnt share any classes together. I didnt know how to say hi or what to talk about etc though there were a few smiles and small conversations. But that was that.... i unfortunatly am not the type of person to take charge in those types of situations. I let the guy be the first one to message me.... hah hah ;)

I dont really know what to think at the moment.. personally, i dont really want to go to the concert. I feel its a little to late, and i wont be home until maybe 12am and then im up at 5.30 am tomorrow as i will be working at the festival tomorrow (today is the last festival day) so i will be doing the reverse of what i did on Friday. So once again a 10 hour job. Of course he will be working with me tomorrow as well, but i feel that i want to get to know him better, and now would be a good time. Maybe we'll just eb friends, maybe nothing at all... or maybe this will lead to something. But i have butterflies and nervousness in my stomach.
    He got to know the real me on Friday and spent 10 hours with me and saw me eat - so if he can manage those things and still want to meet me, well then i know i can just be myself. :)


With the help of my sister ive picked out a relaxed outfit, which hopefully i will post later :) hahaha Me in non sports clothes, thats worth documenting!!


6 comments:

  1. DU ÄR SÅ VACKER!! LYCKA TILL <33

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    1. Tack så mycket finaste du!!! <3

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  2. I hope you'll enjoy the concert and that your nervousness will go away! :)
    Good luck!

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  3. Trust me he will be more nervous going out with you looking so gorgeous! Enjoy yourself!
    Hannah x

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