Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Saturday, August 9, 2014

My day

Saturday... and how have i spent my day`?
   Not doing much goal was to answer all my emails today, but i came half way. Which actually is a really good job. Im the type of person who needs to give myself time to email... to read your messages and help in the best way i can. I would rather spend 20 minutes on one email than to ruse 5 emails in 10 minutes. I want to give the best advice i can and to really help. :) I will continue replying when i get a chance again.

Otherwise it has been alot of Desperate housewives watching, its funny how clearly i remember the episodes even though it was c.a 6 years ago since i watched them!! Crazy ;) Hhaahha... why do i always seem to remember the not so important things? Its like song lyrics, i always remember them but when it comes to studying and remembering for tests... that doesnt go as well.

This evening my sister has friends over so i feel slightly trapped in my room... infact this is one of the downfalls of living with my sister... she is a socialite. She loves spending time with friends and if they arent at our house, shes out with them. But she loves inviting friends over to us.... so that usually leaves me trapped in my room. Does anyone else feel this way when family invite friends/guests over?
  I had to wait 90 minutes while they were preparing their dinner and i was starving.. i felt like i would eat my hand. And then because i was so hungry all i did was make some quick 5 minute bread, top with tuna and an egg and there i have my dinner. Not what i was planning on making - i wanted to make a chicken, noodle and brocolli dish, but i was too hungry for that :(
   And now im hungry again... want some form of a night snack but dont want to interupt their 'party' by stnading in the kitchen for 10 minutes trying to make something to eat.... -_- Its now i wish i had some questbars in my room ;) hahaha XD
   Im the type of person who prefers being invited to other peoples places rather than inviting friends over. ;;)

Enough complaining... its just to drink my tea and hope that her friends leave soon so i can get something to eat :)

^^This & an apple and dark chocolate was my afternoon snack today :)


  1. I allways feel that way! Sometimes I feel like I'm living in my own little world and I forget that there are other people around

  2. Hi I have a do you feel about the paleo diet???

    1. I'm not Izzy, but I your comment caught my eye :) I like the concept of paleo, though I have never tried it. I love the way I eat and it works well for my body. If people feel better and healthier eating a certain way then I think they should! Our bodies work differently and in order to find out what suits one self, you may try out different ways of eating. Some function better with a lower amount of carbs and higher fat, while some prefer eating more carbs and less fat. You just need to find a balance that works for you and your body :)

  3. Yay, I'm not the only one! You've wrote about this before and I completely understand! Though my older sister doesn't live with us anymore. And with younger siblings you get to boss them around haha!
    And yeah, I agree with you, I'd rather go to people's houses than invite people over to mine. I mean once in a while it's ok, but otherwise not really :)

  4. I understand completely how you feel, I am the same way! I love all of my friends, but I usually don't initiate hanging out or making plans. I would rather them invite me to do things because if I am the one making the plans or the decisions, I will worry too much if they are having fun, enjoying themselves, etc.