Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Wednesday, August 27, 2014

Long day awaits

Last night i was struck with anxiety about to today. I didnt want to work, to have such a long day. I was scared of the unknown.... how will it go? What will i do? Will i meet nice people? etc etc
  Back at the start of summer my friend and I had both decided we would work at these 2 festivals and i was looking forward to it. But because of personal things she hasnt been able to work at either of these events. And i get it, i know whats going on in her life but at the same time i guess i had been looking forward to working with her as well.
  But i think this is a good thing for me as well, having to do new things. Meet new people. Otherwise its so easy to just get stuck with the same thing, never meeting new people. Now i get to work on my social skills, haha! I guess what im feeling as well is a lack of energy... school tired me out emensly, so now 10 hours or purely physical work? I know i can do it physically, its just the mental part i need to convince right now!

Lots of anxiety yesterday meaning that i tossed and turned last night, thinking of all the things that could go wrong. That i spend the whole day there just hating every second.... But now that im awake, im trying to think positive! No point being negative, ive already signed up for this and its too late to back down now. So the only thing is to think positive!

On another positive note, hopefully i will get my phone back today so then there shouldnt just be food pictures ;) hahah!!

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