Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Saturday, July 26, 2014

Watch this video - loving your body

I saw this video and thought it contained a great message and advice. HOWEVER the fact that she is seen as PLUS SIZE just makes me a little irritated? Her plus size.... that doesnt help peoples self esteem or body image.
   But like she said in the video, there should be more models of all ages and sizes. Not just skinny 16 year olds.

(And to also add to the whole model thing - when i had a BMI of around 14/15 i was asked TWICE by 2 different modelling agencies to be a model... i.e i was severly underweight and had an eating disorder. My face was pale and i looked pretty lifeless, but they seemed to like my boney body? If that doesnt make you think twice then i dont know what does)


  1. how come that you always make me feel better? Like always when I don't feel comfortable in my own skin you make me feel a lot better.

    Thank you so much <3