Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Wednesday, July 30, 2014

Random facts about me

I thought i would share some random facts about me :)

When i was younger my sister and i never really ate junk food we only had once a week where we were allowed junk food and then trust me... we ate ALOT! Pringles, chocolate, ice cream, soda sometimes, fingers etc ;) hahahah It was like eating a weeks worth of junk food in one evening, but thats what worked for us :)

I used to eat 2 donuts at a time (Or one after another ;)).... but the donuts you find here in Sweden dont look as fresh, they all look really dry so i havent eaten one in a while!

I LOOOOVEEE bagels :) Can someone send me some american bagel bread? :)  haha

I wanted a beagle because of their ears.... ;)

I sometimes had days where i just didnt want to go to school because of tests/somethign that had happend in school etc and said that i was sick due to CF so i didnt have to go ;);) #CFbenefits or something like that ;) Though in my later years my mum has now seen through that... but now its up to me whether i actually go to school or not, its me who takes teh consequences if i dont!

I didnt get boobs until i was 16/17..... ;) i.e after my recovery! hahaha So something good came from being sick anyway??!

I used to spend hours every week talking on the phone to my best friend as i missed so much school... i used ot have a HUGE phone bill each month ;) heh heh

I always have conversatins with myself (???!) and i think im super funny but im pretty sure others dont ;) Im the type of person who laughs at their own jokes. Laughs at the wrong time and can be on Tumblr and just laugh out loud several times!!! But i NEVER use LOL... i hate it. ;)

There you go, some random information about me and when i was younger :)


  1. From that last one I started to wonder which one of the Friends is the wittiest in your opinion (if you've ever watched, obviously :) )? Chandler is my only true first love ♥ I'm gonna go lurking all the dull offices' doors to find my own Bing-a-ling.

    ...that may seem a bit whacked if you haven't followed Friends though.. :D

    1. Haha i love the series Friends :) Ive watched all the episodes, several times!!
      I love Rachel... but at the same time, i feel alot like Joey... being able to eat so much and just thinking about food ;) But i love all the characters, its like i can relate to them all in some way!!!
      I love all of Chandlers not funny-awkward jokes ;)

  2. We have plenty of bagels here! Is there a way to send frozen bagels through the mail so that they don't go stale or moldy? Though honestly, the bakery ones are much better. Maybe we need to invent a teleportation device so fresh bagels can appear right on your doorstep!

    I'm not really a fan of bagels personally-- I'm an english muffin kind of girl! My favorite has to be Ezekiel cinnamon raisin topped with tomato hummus, avocado slices, and spicy red pepper...a little bit of a weird combination, I know, but it's just so delicious and strangely enough, it works!


    1. Hahahh ;) ;) Yes freshly baked bagels are the best. There are a few bagel cafes here which ive gone to once or twice but really need to go to more often :)
      I wouldnt mind that teleportation device ;)

      That sounds delicious, some of the weirdest combinations are actually the best!! :)

    2. Hey I made some bagels. It's easy and fun. You have to boil them :)

  3. Ahaha yeah the conversations with yourself! I do that too, but only when I'm alone of course;) I looove bagels!! And they don't have them in Russia either:( But you know what, I'm in US right now and definitely will be getting some for myself, and I would really like to send you some! I'm not completely sure when I will be able to. I have to decide whether it's better to send them from here or home, so it may take some time. Anyway, try not to worry about moving. If it helps I had to go through the same thing. And now I'm moving again to the same apartment I didn't really like. That is until we move to another country. :/ so yeah. It sucks when you don't have a choice/don't want to be the reason your family did otherwise.
    Have a great day! Or rest of the day I should say?! :)

    1. Hahah, thats so sweet ;) :)
      Yeah moving can either be a great thing or one of those 'please dont make me' things... but im just trying to turn my negative thoughts into positive ones :) Thank you! Hope you have/have had a lovely day!