Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Tuesday, July 29, 2014

My day

The days all seem to go into one at the moment, the previous days resememble the next day... not really having any idea about what date or day it is, just sort of.... doing things.

Today has been like any day really, though a few differences. The past while ive been looking for a cap to wear for my morning walks or when i sit in the sun. But the places ive looked they have all been over my price range but today i drove out with my mum to a shopping centre and i found a Nike cap (the one i wanted) for a bargain price :) hahah Have to save money where i can!
   
I also got a delivery from MyProtein today, containing protein cookies and L-Glutamine which i have been asked to try ;) So i ate a protein cookie as part of my snack :) Do you want a review, or? :)
   




Otherwise... i havent done much. Ive felt very tired this evening so i guess getting a good nights sleep will be important this evening though its so warm in the house i feel like im walking around and just melting... i want to go stand in the fridge for a while! I didnt think i would ever say this, But im looking forward to colder days. Cant there just be a good mix of 10 degrees somedays and 30 degrees other days all year round because then you get a chance to just cool off, to wear that big jumper you want to wear and the next day wear that new bikini? ;) hahah
I feel like im taking c.a 3 cold showers per day though once i step out of the shower i just want to step in again!!!

Food and nuts has been consumed in large amounts today as well... as usual i guess? No more or less than normal. However my stomach is sticking out like im 6 months pregnant.... And so the food baby returns, it was good while it was gone ;);)
And also some negative body thoughts have crossed my mind recently... having problems with my face.... hahaha Sounds weird, but yes.
have you ever seen your face from another angle and just sort of paniced? Yup, thats how im feeling.
Hope these feelings pass soon, i mean i cant really get rid or swap my face ;);)

19 comments:

  1. Yeah i know how you feel with the face issue....

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  2. Was the protein cookie good?

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    1. It was ok, but ill write a recension on it :)

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  3. Alltså äntligen någon som hållet med mig med värmen! haha får inte heller något gjort.. är helt slut ligger varje dag typ och svalkar mig inne väntar på regn. xD

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    1. Hahah såg ditt inlägg om hur du vill att ditt hus ska se ut.... får man flytta in, eller? Jag är alltid värm! Kommer hem och svettas efter att ha variut ute i typ -10!!! ;) Dock, kanske ett värm rum behövs för när man faktiskt fryser :)

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  4. When I'm tired I have negative face feelings like that too. Don't worry :')

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    1. hahah, not really but thank you :)

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  6. Hey so I have found a series you might enjoy. It's about an American man moving from NY to Sweden to live with his girlfriend. It's sooo funny portraying the culture shock etc. You should check it out:) http://www.buzzfeed.com/louispeitzman/welcome-to-sweden-greg-poehler

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    1. Yeah ive seen all of those, pretty funny... though of course alot of cliches and stereotyping!

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  7. I know exactly what you're talking about. But yes, get some sleep and hopefully you will feel better. But seriously your face is AWESOME!! :)
    Olivia

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  8. I would love to read your review on myprotein :-) I have always wanted to try their products but haven't got the chance yet. I am curious, how come you were sent samples to try out? are you one of their ambassadors?
    J

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    1. Ill write a review :) Well im very active on social media with health and fitness so they emailed me asking if i wanted to test some of their products ;)

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  9. You are gorgeous!! I know it's harder for you to believe positive things about yourself but it's true! :) I would love a review on the protein cookie too. I was wondering which sports supplements do you actually think are beneficial when in training??

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    1. Naaw thank you :)
      I think amino acids are the best and protein powder can help if you dont get enough protein through your diet, but really... supplements arent needed. You can still get good results without them. Things like casein, creatine, pre workouts... sure they have some affect and help in someways but they arent necessary :)

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    2. That's ok :)
      Thankyou for the advice. You're going to make a really good sports nutritional it's if that's the career path you go down or anything sports based really. Plus you love it lots like me so loving your work is always a bonus!!

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