Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Wednesday, July 30, 2014

Mentally tiring day

Today has been a very hard mental day.... All day i feel ive been smoothered in thoughts. And lots of anxiety.... This evening i even wished i had some anxiety/calming pills to get rid of it all, to just go to sleep early. But the fact is, i never get so much anxiety. I get stressed, but never that much anxiety... i guess today is just a special case. I cant always be strong....
   I know all this will have passed by tomorrow, my feelings and emotions just feel extra strong at the moment. Its like i cant just feel sad, but i have to break down feel sad, or cant just be angry but need to start slamming doors and screaming angry ;) haha
I also met my friend today, however she has had it tough the past few months so she is back at hospital so i visited her there which also brought up a lot of old memories which didnt help with my thoughts and anxiety. Its just been one of those days... But like i said, im sure it will all be gone by tomorrow.

Which brings me to what im actually doing tomorrow...  Im going to be doing volunteer work at a festival from c.a 9am to 7pm tomorrow!! So a long day ;) So need to try get some sleep soon! But im looking forward to it, it will be physical work but thats just going to be fun!!! :)


  1. its ok izzy. sometimes you just need to have a good cry. thats what i always do when i feel like this :') is this D who is in hospital ? :(

  2. It's OK!! We are here to support you <3

  3. åååh va kul! alltså med festivalen, vilken festival? :) har också dessa dagar.. fy på dem :( hoppas du mår bättre idag.. <3