Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Saturday, July 26, 2014

All these cravings...

Today i was very undecided what i wanted to do.... spend the day in the sun? Go to the gym? Outside training? meet friends?...
  And even though its 1pm, i still havent quite decided what i want to do. Ive classified today a sort of rest day.... though if i feel i need to get out of the house or get too much energy ill go workout and have tomorrow a rest day.
  What i want to do is outside training though the fact that its 30+ degrees outside and Sweden at the moment has a grade 2 weather warning i dont think exercising in this heat is optimal.
  So i guess ill just lie out in the sun and melt away like an ice cream ;)

That brings me to all my cravings..... I wish that right now someone would come with a ben and jerrys ice cream tub All for me! And also a Cola Zero and some chocolate covered nuts :)  All these cravings!!!
Usually the heat makes people less hungry and in the beginning it did, and the heat does make it harder for me to know what i want to eat. Because i just feel hungry... its like the heat makes me even more hungry than normal`? Whilst everyone else just loses their apetite!!

I feel like im just trying to keep myself from eating the fridges contents today!! haha XD

I am going to have to find something productive to do soon... ive already cleaned my room, written lists and done other important things. And its too warm to sit inside infront of the computer..... All these problems ;);)

^^Camera selfies because i need to find some way to entertain myself :)

Have a lovely day everyone!

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