Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Saturday, June 21, 2014

Life on an island - Waiting for time to pass

Second day out here on the island, and i am already starting to miss home... It feels like im just sort of sitting or standing around here in the house, not sure what to do with myself. Dont want to lock myself away anywhere - not that i have anywhere to do that, i dont have my own room. But at the same time i feel like i need my own space for a little while....
   Music & my computer = the best thing!!! ^_^

This morning when i got up i tried making coffee for 30 minutes but nothing seemed to happen... i felt like i was just sort of there... in the way. So instead i went out for a long walk, to get out of the house. To get my own space for a little while and to let time pass for a while..... it feels like time goes alot slower out here?
  When i got home i made myself breakfast, and when my mum and step dad got up (after i had been for a walk and gotten ready!! Benefits of being a morning person i guess?) my step dad had gotten the coffee machine (a percolater?) working!!

   I then sat with my parents for more than an hour talking while they ate their breakfast. Then they got ready and i had some free time before we packed lunch to bring with us as we were going to go for a walk and sit somewhere and eat lunch.
    A long, slow 90 minute walk & hours lunch break we were back home again. And it was only 3pm.... 

Time seems to just be crawling by today.... I considered taking the boat back to Stockholm... to come home again. But there is no point in that really, tomorrow we are heading home again. I can last another 24 hours ;) hahahh
   All this long, free time has given me the chance to answer some emails anyway!! However i havce noticed that like half of my emails, and even unread emails have dissappeared? I dont know if ive done something... its really weird?
  So if you havent gotten a reply, just resend your email as i know some of my unread emails have dissappeared and i cant find them??!!

Now its time to prepare dinner - i think it will be barbeque or burgers or something XD

Also, if you have any film or series tips PLEASE comment and let me know :)

^¨Pretty much sums up my day... food, food and more food!


  1. I loooooove watching The Walking Dead!!!! :) so if you need some series to get addicted to, give it a try :D Love, Eva

  2. Blue is the warmest colour. Best movie I have ever watched.

  3. haha känner sååååå igen mig! synd att man inte bara kan åka hem då man vill, det tar en eeevighet, så bäst att hålla ut :) en bra serie är pretty little liars och awkward !

  4. I would recommend Orphan Black - it is so good! :)

  5. Pretty little liars ;)

  6. A percolator - coffee machine :) J

  7. I've got 2 random questions:
    If you could change one thing about your past (can be anything from not being born with cf to having baked a tiramisu cake than strawberry cake yesterday) which is mutually exclusive to all other events in your life (meaning it would not change anything else in your life that is not related to it) what would it be?? I hope you understand the question haha
    and also do you think the boys in your class think you are 'hot' because you are so trained? Is there anyone who has a crush on you?;)

  8. I recommend Scandal. AWESOME tv show :)