Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Monday, March 31, 2014

Monday 31st March

New day, New week, and last day of the month! Tomorrow it will be April!!! And then its just 2,5 months until my summer break!!

This morning i had put 4 alarms to make sure that i would actually be woken up in time - incase my alarm decided not to ring (which has happened on several occasions) or if i decided to hit the snoooze put a little too often. So after the third alarm went off, i was awake.

First thing on the agenda was breakfast! And today i tried a 'new' thing... i.e quark mixed with funlight on my oatmeal! I usually have cootage cheese and appelsauce, but we had neither at home. So i had to improvise. And it was actually delicious!! It might just be my new thing! Especially the times when i cant decided whether i want oatmeal or quark, or when i want both.... Now i know that they actually do work together!!

And now its time to get ready before its time for my maths test!!!
Very nervous, and hoping that i will have a good feeling after the test. But either way i am going to the gym afterwards, so if i have bad feelings i know i iwll feel better afterwards, and if i feel good then i know i will have lots of energy and feel great! So its win-win!
Infact going to the gym after a test is something which works great for me, because then i stop thinking about the test... what i could have done wrong or done better.
Because once you hand in your paper and leave the test room, theres not much more you can do. And the worst thing that bothers me is when you remember the right answer after the test.
So if i do something after the test that gets my mind off of it, i will feel alot better!