Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Saturday, November 23, 2013

Food, workout, food, food, study and more food

^^ My day can pretty much be summed up like this....

Today i have been productive with school work and email answering.... so that feels good. To get that out of the way. And the rest of my day has been spent eating loads of food.... ive been snacking on carrots, apples & other fruit & almonds and raisins pretty much all day. Or it feels like it anyway..
  And in total.. i have now drank 5 cups of tea - 2 cups of green tea, 1 cup black tea (with milk), 1 cup cinnamon tea and 1 cup chilli tea...
So much for drinking water/tea will curb your appetite? 

Otherwise i have felt tired and unmotivated to do anything. I kept thinking... ill clean my room. Ill clean the house. Ill bake. Ill go into town. Ill write in my diary (which i havent written in for the past few months) Ill read. Ill have a spa day. Ill go for a walk with Daisy... 
 But somehow... neither of those things have happened...

I had planned to go to the cinnema with a group of friends today ( to go see Catching fire) but of course, all the evening cinnema viewings were fully booked :/ So that kind of ruined my day. As i had been looking forward to that....
  So i think that was the main reason as to why... i just felt bored and unmotivated to do anything else, as i had been looking forward to something which didnt happen.

Tomorrow i have absaloutly no plans.... and for the first time in forever, i actually have a bit of anxiety about it.
  I dont want to spend tomorrow just stuck inside.... i need to do something. I feel like for the past while i have been so stressed with school and constantly had school work to do, so havent been able to leave the hosue so much, or even had the energy to do anything. But now, im finishing off my school work and its not as stressful, and i dont feel the need to spend my weekends resting & doing shcool work. I actually need to do something....
  Need to plan something for tomorrow or i think i'll go a little crazy. :/

^^ I miss summer sooo much, i cant even explain
The sun... being able to wear shorts, go swimming in the water, my tan (sort of?), not being so cold, runs/power walks outside in just shorts & top..
Bring summer back!

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