Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Friday, November 22, 2013

Best of both worlds

Hellllo :)
  I am so sorry for the terrible blogging today. Its only now that i actually have time to sit down infront of the computer and begin to write... on my blog anyway. At the moment i am priortizing school... so that also means that emailing is going very very slowly at the moment. Which i apologize for so much :( But i am only human.

Today i have spent my day in school.... learning new stuff. Laughing lots with friends. Eating loads for lunch. Not getting anything done at all....

I had planned to meet D after school (It has been 2 weeks since i last met her :/ Because of some personal things in her life... ) But something came in the way so we planned to meet sometime soon..
  I hate how people who were once so close can just sort of... fade apart? I feel like at t
he momenti  have no really close friends. D is one of my closest friends, i used to tell her everything. But life seems to get in the way. School, stress, not enough money and other things... :/
  And then my best friend in Ireland.. well its hard to be as close as we once were when you live in 2 different countries :( So at times, i can feel really lonely.. I am not very open about my thoughts or feelings - though it may seem like it on the blog.  But that is because i am more open on the blog, than actually talking to people.. but there is still alot of things i keep hidden. And that is why at times i jsut want someone who is really close, who i rely on and can tell everything to... :/

Anyway... i came home and prepared a huge snack, and watched a series episode before i  began doing some research.
  Then i followed with my mum to the supermarket where we  did our weekly food shopping.
  And now we've just come home, and im eating a huge dinner (I have felt constantly hungry today... but havent known what i wanted to eat. Like craving something sweet, but at the same time wanting brocolli. Wanting salty nuts but at the same time wanting brownies? Ive been so confused about what to eat and wanting to eat everything ...)

Anyway, at the store i bought some candy & also bought a chocolate chip quest bar in the sports shop... (Best of both worlds? :) )
  So now im all set for a movie night by myself!! :)


  1. OH i wanted to tell you... i found Quest bars in Australia!!!! i bought cookie dough (OBVS!) apple bie, strawb cheescake and the cinnamon roll one. Cant wait to try them :)

  2. omg you serious?!! please tell me where!!!

  3. :) cookie dough is definitely my favourite! ! ^-^ let me know what you think about them? :)