Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Saturday, February 9, 2013


I know the weekend isnt over yet, but it just seems to fly by!!! The weekend needs to be longer!

Today... what have i done? Nothing special. Pretty much my average Saturday!!
  Woke up at 9.30 this morning and it felt Grrreeaatt! Sleep is the best! It seems strange that when i was sick, i would get up 5.30/6am... every morning just because i wanted to be awake... Of course i stll do get up at 6am some mornings, but that is due to school!!! -_- And i hate it!

After a long breakfast... i.e, sitting infront of the computer for ages! I got ready and headed to the gym (Yes.. my usual saturday morning :)) And it felt so great!! Just like everytime :) But i felt i had so much energy :) And ive even noticed that there arent as many in the gym anymore .... The New Years resolutioners are starting to fade away... Hahah. XD
After that i headed to the shopping centrum 2 mins from my gym (Yes... my school, gym, house, shopping centre, town, Best friend all live in pretty much the same area :) ) as i had to buy new long sports pants, as the ones i had (And my very favourite pants!) had gotten a hole from the washing machine...

  Of course.. me in a sports store, always means Money spent!! So after trying about 20+ items!! I finally limited everything down to 1 pair of long sports pants - which i needed. And then, i couldnt resist. So i bought a pair of Nike Pros!! (My very first pair!!) When it comes to sports clothes,  am a Brand whore!! (I.e... 
i just want Nike!! haha -_-)

(Picture from a week ago)

Got home and made lunch, and since then i have sat infront of the computer and done 2 hours maths studying (Preparing for my test on monday!) and then worked on my 5-6 page (A4) history essay!! So ive been productive :) haha XD
   I am just taking things one-by-one, so that the work doesnt pile up on me... or not anymore then it already has!!! :)

Hope you all have / have had a great Saturday!! Enjoy your weekend :)



  1. reading your blog just inspires me so much!
    you're so pretty!
    and you make me feel okay in recovery!
    hop you have the best day tomorrow!
    and the day after
    and the day after that

    1. Naaw thank you so much :)
      And i hope you have a great tomorrow... and the next day, and the day after that aswell :)

  2. I have a weird question for you:D
    Have you ever tried toast with baked beans and a tomato sauce and did you like it?

    1. I love it :) I actually love baked beans! Though dont eat so often :)
      It always reminds me of my dad... as that was our lunch which we usually ate with scrambled eggs!! :) haha