Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Monday, February 11, 2013

Monday..... Back to school. A brand new week. And once again, my mood/humor has taken a dip down... :/ Once again in those, negative thoughts. Feeling shit. Just wanting to hide away.... - Ive pretty much been silent all day, lost in though and hiding behind my curtain of hair.
   My maths test this morning didnt go well, or not according to me. I jsut didnt give it my all... i gave like 80%... i felt tired, and couldnt think. And i really needed to go to the bathroom, but wasnt allowed... so i just rushed the test. :/ So feeling shit over that.:/
   Otherwise, my energy has been extremly low today. And ive barely talked. Just zoned out.... :/ I think im catching a cold again :/
  My mood and humor i think has got to do with the weather... i.e its colder now. And that almost instantly makes me feel sad and depressed. :/ I am longing for summer so much!!!
 
I'm now home again... home alone. And its nice. Time to breathe. Time to be by myself.



Im planning to make a chocolate cake or something.... ive decided that tonight, i am not going to study at all. I am just going to take a long shower, wash my hair, paint my nails. Bake. Watch series and just relax. Take time for myself, as i feel that that is what i need! :)




1 comment:

  1. This is really helpful. The alone quote is really true. Keep it up.

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