Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Friday, February 22, 2013

hungry. Hungry. Hungry....

Feeling hungry.hungry.hungry!! haha XD Since ive come home, it feels like ive devearoued the content from the fridge and cabinets!! (Good thing that mum's going food shopping!! -More FOOD!) haha XD
   But its just to continue eating until im satisfied :) I have no problem with that!! :)

Actually... Ive noticed... ive been eating alot more food recently as ive been so hungry... and instead of bloating ... ive actually started noticing my abs and muscles even more :) Just goes to show, that you dont have to gain weight or look fat or any of that just ebcause you eat.
   Food is fuel. And if you are hungry, then you are.And you have to allow yourself to eat!!

^^heheh!! Ego, much :) Hahha


  1. I can see the start of abs!! You look amazing :D
    can you post a food diary? Please... i feel so lost on how much to eat? and post food diaries more regularly?

  2. Haha your scar makes you look even more muscular :)

  3. How did you get your scar?

  4. How did u build muscle? Did u do it at a bmi of 20? Or underweight.

    1. I started gaining more muscle at around BMI 17... and now im BMI 19.. i think?
      I built muscle by workoing out, eating protein and eating the right foods :) And rest!!!