Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Friday, February 8, 2013

Friday

My first thought this morning: Thank God its Friday!! :)
This was how i felt:
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Hahah!!

This morning, wasnt that great... i had this discussion/argument type thing with my mum.... - Not such a great start!! Me and my mum havent argued or anything in - what feels like forever! - Sure, we've been angry at each other... 
  i hate arguing. As i always end up taking it out on myself... i feel negative, alot fo self hatred, anxiety etc etc... and at times, arguing with someone (i.e where i get really angry) can often lead to self harm or thoughts of suicide..... So basically i avoid arguments at all cost!! 
^^I got school filled with anxiety.. and dreading to go home! For once i was happy that i didnt finish shcool until 4pm!!

But school today was really good :) In science - we're doing genes/Dna etc, and we watched a film about cloning. It was called The island!! Kinda creepy... - My type of film!! :)
   So that was good.

Lunch today sucked though.... usch. :/ And then it was maths.... and i almost fell asleep... actually, the girl who sat beside me did fall asleep!! haha XD (Very funny!)
  2 more classes, and then it was home time.... and my anxiety from the morning came back. And i was considering spending an extra hour or so in school .... but really, who wants to do that on a Friday evening? 
  So instead i headed home. Hoping that my mum wouldnt be home... And luckily she wasnt!! So ive had alone time!!!

Hahah.... a very detailed post about my day :)

Tonight we're having a girls-dinner. Where my sister, and my aunt & her cousin are coming over for tacos tonight!! :) So that shoudl be good :)



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