Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Friday, August 24, 2012

That Friday feeling

I am so glad that today is friday, and now its the weekend.
 But today hasnt been that great. Its been hectic, a bit of chaos, sadness, and a while load of anxiety.
  Today has been filled with anxiety, the whole day long... i dont know why. I think its just genereal anxiety.... over school, studies, my future, my body, food, exercise... And stress. Everything seems so much, it feels like i cant even enjoy this weekend... i just want to relax, but i know i wont. :/
   I miss summer, knowing that i had the days to do whatever i wanted.

I think the lack of sleep isnt helping, and it feels like my food intake... is just unhealthy food at the moment. Like not alot of fruit, or vegetable. Alot of just like, quick easy food to eat. Not spending time making healthy food, and not as much exercise...

Ive felt restless and filled with anxiety. Ive just wanted to be at home, alone... its been hard to think and hard to concentrate. I've been feeling low....
  Im hoping all this goes over.... i cant even be happy that its the weekend, because im just thinking about Monday, when i start school again. Not even enjoy my 2 free days...
  
Im defininetly not feeling good at the moment.... i think school is taking its toll on me. :/


 
  

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