Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Running makes my day so much better!!

Today, for some reason ive had so much anxiety... i dont know why... but i never really know what anymore?
  School passed by today... me feeling down and sad all day.
And even though i feel alone sometimes, i know im not. I know i have friends and family who care and love me... even though sometimes i can feel low and alone. I also know that i have friends in my school. I talk with everyone in my group and everyone is so nice. So even though it can feel like i dont have any close friends, i know they wiull come in time. Ive only known these people for a week... im going to spend 3 years in the same school with them.. so i have plenty of time!!!
  And i really like my school, so its not a bad environment to go to.
I know everyone has moments where they feel alone, or feel low... so its ok.

My afternoon got so much better then my morning though!! I had taken with me my gym gear as i had planned this morning to go to the gym or go running, i felt i needed some physical activity.. some me time!haha
   It felt so good to be at the gym and run.... to just run and run!!! Of course, it sucks when your earphones break... and you're left with no music.. but that didnt stop me!!!

Now afterwards.. looking in the mirror. what can i say? I have the start of abs!! Woo-Hoo!! I'm so happy!!! Ok, maybe not appropriate to post here? i dont know..
  but really, admit it...Fit & toned looks so much better then skin & bones?

^^I had better pictures... but the computer like erased all my pictures on my camera... ie. 400 pictures from the past week or so... all gone. And i hadnt had a chance to put them on my memory stick.. all gone.:/
Ok.. my day went from bad to good to now bad... all my photos on  my camera dissappeared... usch. I hate technology sometimes.


  1. You look amazing!! You have such a great body... whenever i think of gaining weight and being normal, i always think of being fat.. and having fat all over my body. :/ i just hope that i can look like you. you have such long lean legs, adn your stomach is so toned.. you dont have any fat on your stomach... its hard to believe that you can still look good and be thin, even though you have a healthy weight.

  2. You look fantastic. I agree with the comment above... I never thought you could look good and have a healthy weight!!! It's great to see!