Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Wednesday, August 22, 2012

No food = 1 emotional mess of a girl

Getting home from school, you're tired and you're hungry and you realise... there is no food. Ok, there is i guess if you want to stand for 10 minutes preparing something... no not really. I just want a fruit, or a bowl of yoghurt.. but no.
   Seriously, i turn into an emotional mess... i dont know what to do. My blood sugar gets so low, and im hungry so i start feeling angry, then the tears come, then i feel dizzy... and then angry.. and because im hungry but not giving my body food... my thoughts start steering, and i end up feeling really fat... because i havent eeaten? and then i dont feel like eating...
   All these different emotions... I hate it. Im not so sure how to control all the emotions....
   Im still sitting here, my stomach rumbling, feeling fat.... i want food...

A bit of a stupid post, but really.. im just writing out my moment of emotional distress...! LOL

1 comment:

  1. I perfectly know that feeling, I have experienced it thousands of time!
    At first I used to think there was something wrong with my mind? But no!! The explanation is much simpler and you know it already: it's your sugar level being so low that your mind feels low too.
    All you need to do is...have a quick (and possibly big) meal and some good rest.
    EVERYTHING WILL FEEL SOOO MUCH BETTER AFTERWARDS.
    Hope you're feeling ok now.
    Sending you lots of love.

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