Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Friday, August 31, 2012

If i didnt have friends, i dont know where id be now

In all honesty, i dont think id be alive if i didnt have friends...
   i live to have fun. I live for friends... 

And there are only a few people who i let close to me, and tell them everything, and let them comfort me.. otherwise, i have a protection, an armour...
   I love my friends. And they mean so much to me. And i try my best to always be there for them, to listen and give advice. To comfrot them when they need comforting.
My friends are my world, i think that is why i feel so sad at the moment. Because it feels like i dont have so many friends at the moment, and am having trouble making new friends.
  But from some very good avice, and much support from my friends, and some readers... i am going to just, relax, smile and really try to make friends... if they dont want me, dont accept me.. -Well then im fucked... - but i believe that i will make close friends, people i can talk to´. Maybe not as close as my closest friends at the moment, but someone im willing to spend time with outside school...
¨Things take time... and change takes time.... but it will get better.

Im feeling slightly better, maybe its the fact that its weekend now.... and even though i have studied all evening, i have actually talked somethings out... and it feels better... if only a little. It feels like i can breathe a little easier.
I promise you, i will have more positive, and happy blogging on the way!! :)
I am going to change my thoughts, and turn myself into a happy Izzy again. I dont want to spend my weekend sad, and the return to school feeling sad. Instead, i am going to do something fun... or something that makes me happy.
  And im going to start off by watching a few series episodes (Best thing i know!!) and studying the periodic table (Fun right?!) & eating a bowl of natural yoghurt with banana, peanut butter and raisins!!!
  And then its bed time, and then ill see what tomorrow brings... maybe a running trip, or a trip to the gym... otherwise, we'll see!!
***Did i mention that i bought a new pair of running short!! I love them!! I feel very sexy in them  :) hah... XD
 **i will post a picture later :)


  1. it's not how many friends you have that matters but what kind of friendships you have. a deep friendship is much more precious than ten shallow ones. lots of ppl who are very popular are not truly happy in fact cause they feel like they can't reaaly connect or rely on anyone.