Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Monday, August 20, 2012

Anxiety infor school

Last night i got so much anxiety... just lying in bed.. thinking about school.... everything.
  I can worry alot before things like this, big things. But really, theres no need to worry.. everyone else is just as nervous as me.

I dont know, i just wish  i could return to when  iwas 5 and everything was easy. i didnt have any stress or worry. i liked going to school and being with friends.
  
But i know that i cant look into the past... i need to keep my head straight, and look forward. Live in the now..
   I cant stay in the past... because no matter what, i wont be a little girl anymore.
  I need to live life, i need to take the worry and stress, and everything else that comes with adulthood.

When you're sick, you can be scared of the future.. (i still am.) you can be scared of being an adult and taking all the responsibilities, so you stay sick, where you can avoid all that. If you're sick, then you dont have to do certain things.
  But you cant outrun or try to hide from certain things, they'll come back to bite you.
  So you just have to face your fears head on.

I really hope i have a good day!!! :)
  And ill try to post again today :)

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