Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Tuesday, July 31, 2012

not as i had planned -_-

Good afternoon my lovelies!!! Today hasn't quite turned out as I had thought.... My plans today were to meet D somewhat early in the morning and we'd get ready and go out and take photos in the sun... we'd pack lunch with us and stay out and try to get a tan.... that dint quite work out. I woke late this morning and started stressing about. Cooking pasta and making a salad and trying to eat breakfast AC/DC the same time. And thrn getting dressed while packing my bbag.... all resulted in that I left the house later then I thought I would And then because I was stressed things just went wrong. I.e I missed the train and had to wait 10 minutes I had bright a bag of supplement drinks to give to D and I drop the bag on one of the busiest stations in the city and I sit there on the ground trying to pick up the bottles while everyone walks around me. And then when I stand up a train goes by and my skirt flies up so I do a marilyn Monroe haha... not fun. By the time I get to D I'm tired and just fall onto her couch.... not wanting to do anything .... And then 5 minutes later these huge black clouds cover the sky and since then I.e 2 hours ago. It's been pouring with rain and thunder and lightening. I'm very weather-sensitive (there's a word for it but can't be bothered to look it up.... isn't it monosensitive? Or....) so I've got the worst headache and feel like in about to puke..... generally feeling awful. I had brought with me my gym gear if I felt like it later but I think I'm just planning to head home and lie in bed.... the weather affects me so much.... no wonder I get depressed easily...-_- We didn't have much of a picnic but we did sit on the sofa and eat the pasta salad I brought!!!Yum Yum!!! That's my little update!!!:) will write later. And will reply to all the mails when I get onto a computer t home!!!:)

2 comments:

  1. http://theoatmeal.com/comics/gym
    Thought you might appreciate this :) x

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    1. Made my day!! :)
      Thank you for sharing!!!

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