Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Wednesday, November 30, 2011

30. A photo of you were happy.


28. A photo of what you ate today.

I tried my best to photo.

Breakfast & snack.
Muslie with milk and banana.
2 sandwiches. 1 with ham and butter, 1 with caviar and butter
Chai tea with quite a bit of milk.

& a slice of cake (instead of an energy drink)

No photo. 
&energy drink

Yoghurt with strawberries, banana and strawberry granola.
And a glass of juice.


& Ice cream (instead of an energy drink)

Night snack
I was kinda full.
It was porridge with apple, jam, milk and a cup of tea with milk.

Ive eaten alot more the normal today. Or no, not more.
Its more that ive replaced the energy drinks with other things, which makes it seem like ive eaten LOADS! 


Birthday plans

^Dont ask.^
Todays plans were to head to the photography museum. :)
 That was good, they had some good exhibits. :)
Hmm... cant be bothered to write too much about it... you can look at pictures instead!

 And then we went to a tattoo parlour as my dad says its fine for me to get a tattoo and my mum has agreed now aswell... but of course. I have to wait until im18. Sucks, much?
 Yeah. Kinda... but whatever. what happens, happens.

And then we went to a Sushi restaurant for dinner!!nom nom nom nom nom! We were planning on having green tea ice cream for dessert, but there was none left, so instead we drove home and ate ice cream and drank coffee and looked over photos.

  And then after a while of talking, we went for a walk, back to where we used to live when we were babies (me and my sister).
  It became a stroll through memory lane. 
And then of course i started talking about my sister how much things have changed over this year, since last year (dont remind me) and this year (i.e my birthday this year and my birthday last year) and then of course i realised how much weight i had put on. And then of course came hte anxiety.
  SSure, whats a birthday without anxiety when you're still part anorexic?
Im now trying to come up with some ideas for a swedish novel that has to be done by Friday. any ideas?
 I have no ideas at all, thats why i've ended up here!! haha

Ok! Thats it for now. Hope everyones had a good day!

**It feels weird that its my birthday.. like now im going ot have to wait a whole year until my next birthday... so faraway!!