Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Saturday, October 29, 2011

My day!

Hi! :)
How is everyone?
First day of mid-term!! nice!!
My day has been a little bit like this:

Starting the day with a walk with my dog.
Then in the car with my mum,
heading out to some like unknown shopping centre (eerrr?? :))
to buy winter shoes and winter jackets.

My mum found a  jacket which she bought,
and i found one which i like fell in love with.
But as i had already bought one before... 
i couldnt get the one i found... which really sucked.
Then we continued to look in some shops, like H&M, Stadion, Lindex etc etc.
But soon i started to feel dizzy, and angry, and faint. My energy was at a low.
I was hungry.
So i got some money and went to the shop,
i didnt know what i wanted,
but i settled on a big bag of popcorn (which i ate a bit less then a half) a banana(i got so tempted!!) and a pepsi Max!!

And then we continued to look in the shop, and i found this really pretty dress

But it didnt fit so well.
But i need some type of outfit for the party im going to next weekend (or i hope i am)
its for halloween, so i need to be dressed up.
And im thinking, roman goddess? or something like that!!!

But, i'll keep searching!!

And then we returned home, and mum cooked dinner.
But my sister was having a friend for dinner, but she came late,
( i usually eat dinner round 6-7ish) but it was after 8pm by the time we ate.
I had started feeling faint again!!
I need my food!! haha

It was salmon, potatoes , salad and a glass of wine! Yum!!!!

And now, im gonna relax... or actually... have a look over my school books.
Got studying to do :/

Tomorrow im going to a dog course with my dog...??? :)
haha... not so sure how that will go. :)

Alright.. hope everyones had a good day!! :)

And within a week.. i'll be changing my domain name!
I wont be found on this address!!!
(I really hope i dont lose readers... :'( )


  1. Hej! Hur är det? Allt bra? :)
    Vill du skriva ditt nya ''bloggnamn'' i en kommentar på min blogg när du har ändrat? Vill gärna fortsätta läsa din blogg.
    Kommer inte vara inne på datan så mycket i veckan eftersom jag ska tillbaka till lägenhetsbehandling.
    Men vore jätte snällt om du kunde göra det!
    Kram :)

  2. Sv: Jag hoppas verkligen att det går över för annars vet jag inte hur länge till jag kan stå ut.
    Tack för att du ens kommenterar, det betyder verkligen jätte mycket.
    Hoppas allt blir bra med dig också! Du är stark.

    Åh, tack! Älskar att läsa din blogg med! Ta hand om dig. Kram

  3. You look very thin?

  4. what was your lowest weight

  5. 40kg.. i think. but i might have gone lower.. i was planning to anyway