Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Too much energy - going for a jogging trip.


Wonder if im allowed or not... in all honesty.. im worried abotu my weight... but i always am... its just that i cant lose weight.... :O

But i cant sit and study.. i haev to calm myself, and ive gotten this really bad angst....


  1. Hope you had a nice jog! :)
    Sometimes jogging isn't just for weight loss, I think it really relaxes and calms me, makes me feel better about stuff. Glad school was a bit better, just fight the angst now. I'm a hypocrite saying that though, I had such bad guilty thoughts last night I cried myself to sleep! Haha sorry, I'm so depressing. I have a weigh in tomorrow, so scared for it to go down but so scared for it not to go down if that makes sense?! Haha have a good day tomorrow

  2. Haha... thanx, i did have a nice jog!! It felt so good... i havent like jogged in YEARS it feels like.. :) Either i havent been allowed or havent had hte energy... :)
    And like you said, i didnt jog because i wanted to lose weight, actually im kinda worried that i have... :O
    It was more that i had so much energy that i couldnt sit and concentrate on my work. So once i got back and had some coffee i studied for nearly two hours... :)
    No, dont worry.

    When i was at my sickest, i would still talk to soem other people over there blogs (others with EDs) and tell them to keep fighting, even though i was giving up.
    I know exactly what you mean.. its like the worst feeling (or one of them!!!)

    Where you want to lose weight (or Ana does.) but at the same time you know that you cant.. :/
    Hope it goes well. :)