Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Tuesday, August 30, 2011

remember the time

Remember the time,

when there was tears and unkept promises
there was anger and arguments,
lies and untruthful truths.
there was sadness and pain
that never seemed to leave.

there were days of numbness and days of overwhelming pain.
there were screaming matches and silent treatments.
The evil glares and the devil look.
the disappointment and hurt in everyone's eyes

remember the time when you could never be perfect.
no matter how little you ate,
no matter how much you moved,
no matter how many times the razor met and sliced skin.
you were never good enough,
there was always something wrong.

remember the time when you felt dizzy and cold.
when you were hungry all the time
remember the mental battles
and the pain that you carried on your shoulders.

remember all the lies and secrets you kept and told?
remember all the time you cheated, and knew you did wrong.

remember all the times you sat alone in your room.
remember all the time you cried yourself to sleep.

remember all the hurt,
all the time you promised that things would get better?
remember everything you did wrong.

remember all the mistakes you made,
and all you'v learnt from them.

remember the past, move on and never go back.

2 comments:

  1. I like the text, a lot! Like the message. Have you written it yourself? :)

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  2. sv: Dikterna brukar bli bäst när man bara låter känslorna komma till en :)

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