Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Monday, August 8, 2011

First day (yet again) as a day patient!!

I can say... it was nerve wreking!!  haha...
  but all in all, its not any different. in the sense that, i still sit all day, and i eat my meals the same as i did when i was an inpatient, and even at home.
  But it felt kinda weird as for the past four days ive been at home. And i like it there... things work at home... :) Its a nice place to be.. the way it should be!!! - Thank God. Finally. never thought things would go well at home, with no arguements, or none over food.. of course theres the ... i want new clothes, i want to go to town, etc etc arguements... but thats a parent/daughter which we all have!! haha

After breakfast at home i set off - off to Mando.
   It wasnt until 2pm that i met my new case manager. She seems really nice and i think things will work!! - Yay!

She has the same kinda thoughts as me and mum have.

  • Im gonna start eating Wii base, so i can hopefully get rid of the Mando meter and eat free lunch at school,
  •  im aiming to go to school full time, Leave anorexia behind me!!
  • Get rid fo measurment cups
  • Not drink energy drinks anymore
  • Keep my weight instead of gaining.
And thats kinda it for now... of course in time im gonna ask if i can start training and etc etc.
   I think its good that i asked for her... shes not gonna hold me back, she knows how long ive been at Mando, and she knows that the last time it didnt go well, but she said that she can see a difference in me. that this time iw ant ot get better.

My previous case manager told my new case manager how it was going and that thigns were going well, seh said that i was practically healthy... hehe... Yes... i do think so!!
I was also told i look So normal. - Ok... not the compliment i want to hear... but whatever.. its a good thing, so im going to try not to dwell on it!!! :)
    I mean... im gonna start living my life now. gonna start making friends!! Well.. i hope so.

At the moment im all smiles... :)

  And hopfully there shouldnt be any complaints about my case manager, or Mando..... :)


  1. I'm so happy for you! Keep up the good work and you'll just discover more and more how it pays of :D <3

  2. Låter underbart!!!!!!! Livet väntar på dig!
    Betyder detta att du har nått din målvikt när du inte behöver gå upp mer?