Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Saturday, July 16, 2011

Will the weekend work?

Woke up this morning with the worst angst. It hadn't faded from yesterday and the day before.

3 daysfull of angst worry Abd guilt.
It hasn't faded. Just dampened a little.

I wanted to talk to someone. Anyone.
But it was just the stupid weekend staff who know nothing.

So I was left to deal with my emotions on my own.

Today I'm going hone after my morning snack and then coming back for dinner on sunday. A day and a half.

I Want to go home. But still... Im worried.
What if things go wrong?

I'm just gonna go home, and see how things go.... but I'm kinda dreading going home.
It's safer to stay at Mando. I'll skip the stress and worry, the worry of fucking up.
The worry of arguing. We don't argue all the time.
And it's over stupid things.

We'll see.... ;/

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