Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Finally - My 24 hours permission :D

Tomorrow should be a good day. But i get the feeling that it wont be. that things will go wrong. :/

Tomrorow afternoon, me, my mum and my sister will be going to see Harry Potter 7 Part 2..... EXCITED?Very much so :)
    Hope its good..... I might write a little review? :)

And then i'll do my 24 hours. Which means that ill be at home, or out of Mando for 24 hours. eating all 6 meals out.
And if that goes well, then soon i'll get the whole weekend at home and if that goes well, then i should become  daypatient... so things are moving forwards :)
Hopefully i wont be an inpatient for much longer.
But i do admit, i have one or two small activity problems which i have to try to get rid of. Otherwise thigns could easily go wrong at home. all over again :/

Im actually worried about tomorrow. i dont know fi i want to do my 24 hours. its what ive wanted since forever, to show that i can manage at home.
But what if i cant?
what if thigns go wrong.
And thats what im most worried about. :/
Know idea how things will go.
Im not worried about eating. 
Im mainly worried about how it'll be at home, and my small activity problem.... :/

But i jsut have to do my best and hope that things go well.....
This is my chance.

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