Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Thursday, May 19, 2011

What i want.

Mando is the place i hate.

but its the place i want to stay.

It sounds weird. but its like.... what ive heard, from other patients, they didnt like SCA. and right now.. i dont even know if i have the energy to change... i mean, i want to be able to say, Mando helped me get rid of anorexia.
  i dont want another change. from irish mental hospital, peadiatrics hospital to Mando to SCA? No. cant i jsut stay at Mando now?

I dont want to be in HDV, what i want...

is to become a day patient here, and get my old day patient case manager. not the first one i had, the second one the guy.
   I know it will work. and thats what i want.

Not sure if anyone is listening to me... or who to say this to. ive told my mum.... but im not sure if thats enough.

Im not so sure if Mando have jsut given up on me... if they're just waiting now for me to change... but when that will be? No idea.

 it feels like ill jsut be in HDV until i change, if that happens. but mum says, that if nothing has happend with SCA, and im capable of becoming a day patient, then i will become one....
    but i'll be in HDV for weeks and weeks. i know... i'll never get to come home, get more freedom.

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