Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Saturday, May 21, 2011

Tired and in pain

All I want is sleep.

I got about 4 hours sleep last night. Woke up and felt like a zombie. Trying to pry my eyes open. Try to shuffle my feet to the bathroom.
My whole body hurts aswell. My body feels stiff and is in pain.

First I was like, is this what happens when I get time out? am I really that unhealthy/underweight/lazy?
But I don't think its about yesterday.

I'm coughing like a mad person and I think I'm coming down with a cold. My stomach muscles hurt from all the strain. Maybe I'll get a 6 pack? Haha!
Head ache, raw throat. No energy for anything.

I suppose it's a good thing today will just be sitting?

Breakfast was hard to eat. My stomach
Muscles hurt so each bite was hard to swallow. Still have a stomach ache... So not not looking forward to eating. Today.

Today's activities consist of trying to sleep, forcing food into me and sitting :/
Hoping for some outside sun time though.
No visitors today...

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