Id love to jsut be alone. to sit soemwhere on my own.
theres too much noise. to many people. to many eyes. to many ears.
you cant have a private conversation anywhere. you cant go and be on your own. theres always soemone who checks up on you.
never alone time. i want to be abble to relax. not be so stressed.
I hate the eyes that watch me.
everyone is really bugging me. i want to get away from here. see something normal. be normal.
its so sick here. the whole atmosphere.
how will i ever get better if im jsut surrounded with anorexia? everywhere.
Its not normal to be sitting with a bunch of girls who are seriously thin, how do they not even realise it? all of them.
Me - FAT.
At the end of the day... you start thinking anorexia is normal. that being too thin is normal.

After a 5 year struggle with anorexia (with purging tendencies), depression, self harm and over exercising I have now been recovered for 4 years and i use my blog to help others in the same situation i once was. I am now a happy and positive person who wants to inspire those struggling to choose recovery and to take control over life and happiness again!
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Life without Anorexia
My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.
I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!
If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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