Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Thursday, May 12, 2011

Slowly but surely

So as i said, no one believes me that i want to get better....


But im gonna show them... i can get better. and i will.


Slowly but surely im gonna get rid of my exercise.


I mena... why do i do it? why do i constantly tense my muscles? get up and walk?

I claim im not scared of weight gain. but the thing is, when i think about me weighing 60+ i cant. it does feel scary. and i mean, there are still some things which i do, which is sick. so im definitely not healthy.


but why do i always move adn tense my muscles? its not like that helps with weight loss. and i claim i dont care about weight loss. so why dont i just stop with the activity?

Im gonna try... slowly but surely.

its so much easier said then done. 


But im gonna try. i mean.... whats the point?

Ugh.... im scared.

I actually have no idea what im rambling on about in this post..... my mind is so confused right now. Over tired?
   Basically... im still sick. not healthy. but im going to get better. slowly but surely get rid of my activity. and that im expecting the WORST.


Thats about what i was trying to write... if anyone even understood that? :D

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