Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Sunday, May 1, 2011

Relieved

So far I've gotten through the night.... Fight free.

If the rest of the nights stay the same. Then I might stop thinking about running away/killing myself.

And I dont think I should have any strikes against me. Maybe one blip? But that was it fir tonight.

I'll just have to wait and see til tomorrow. See what damage has been written in my file. :O

Good night everyone :)

Hope you have a good week :)

1 comment:

  1. That's good to hear, that you had an okay night. And at least you got to go out for a little bit today? :)

    My day has been.. pretty terrible. I don't really know, lately its been so up and down, but the night at least is really bad. I'm going to be up really late doing schoolwork, and i've been working all weekend too.. like, i got up in the morning, sat down to work, got up to go for a run and sat down and worked again, got up to practice flute again, then went back to my work again. and then went to bed. That was my weekend. Except I haven't gone to bed yet tonight.. and i won't be for a while, because i still have so much work to finish. It's crazy.

    I realized something tonight.. I don't like the weekdays. School during the day and work/flute practice at night. And I don't eat on weekdays except for dinner. Which is good and bad. And I don't like weekends. Just working and practicing flute all day, plus I have to eat every meal pretty much.. again, both good and bad. And I don't like sleeping because I have really weird dreams and I have more productive things to be doing that lying around for hours.. so what does that leave? like, I always knew that I am never actually happy because of my depression and everything. but I just never really broke it down like this.

    So, i'm now facing a long night of work, and then a long day of work.. hopefully this week isn't too horrible. But I'm guessing it will be. At least I get to look forward to my trip to Austria in June, it is most likely going to happen :) and i'm looking forward to my second ever youth orchestra rehearsal on Friday, its so much fun there. the people are a lot of fun, and so accepting.. its refreshing to be around different people than the ones i am constantly surrounded by. Well, I hope you have a good Monday :)

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