Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Monday, May 2, 2011

Not so updated .....

I'm suddenly very bad at blogging :) nothing to write about. It's a shame :(
I almost feel I don't have time, and also. There's nothing to say ...
I mean, I sit here in the clinic, eating, waiting... Talking, sometimes. Getting into arguments/disagreements with the staff, resting.
Yes.... That's it. Haha - exciting much? :)

Nah... But really there's not much more to say:)

At the moment, I have no idea what's happening. I don't have a case manager yet, as I don't think it's decides yet what will happen to me.
I might find something about tomorrow, but I'm not to sure.

So it really sucks. I'm sitting here, gaining weight. Not sure what I'm supposed to do. Who I'm supposed to talk to. What's going to happen.
Can you imagine how stressful that is?

And my mum isn't much help. Ive asked her to ring and find something out, but no.... She doesn't. She won't even ring me. just to chat. Is she really that busy?

Ugh. I hate it so much.

My days feel so long and boring. I hate them. I want something different :(

Today has been, well so far....nothing.

Got to go out for ten minutes. It started hailing - what?

From like 20degrees to 3 degrees.
Not fun. Means we can't sit outside.

Lunch wasn't very good. Blah blah blah.

Now it's just time to wait for dinner, and hopefully my mum visits :)

- good things about today -

Nothing.

I feel fat. My leg hurts I hate what I'm wearing. I want to go out. I miss my mum. I miss my bed.

Haha... Maybe later there'll be something good :)


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