Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Sunday, May 8, 2011

I still care what others think of me

Like even though things are going a bit better, I realise, I sril care what others think of me.

I mean, if I'm out eating an ice cream, or cake or something, what wil people think of me?
Will they think I eat alot?
Do they think I look fat?

And it's like, I still don't want people to think I'm healthy. Getting better

Like if I'm eating, it's like I'm healthy there's still a part if me which doesn't want to be better. still wants the comfort of being sick, even though, there's nothing comfortable about having anorexia.

So it's hard.... It'd hard to stop caring about what others think of me.

1 comment:

  1. Ok this might sound hard, but it's true. In today's society, no one really cares about others. And if you eat an ice cream no one will even notice, not only because people don't care, but because it's actually not even a big deal for anyone to pay attention at. It's only in your head. I don't walk around spotting people eating cakes or ice creams. If someone wants to eat something, it's none of my business. And also, stop paying so much attention to what others think about you. Stick to what you want to think about yourself. Others only see you the way you want them to do. If you want them to see a sick girl, that's what they do. If you on the other hand want them to see a strong, independent and happy girl, that's the image you give them. So don't bother worrying what others think about you. In the end, the only thing that matters is what you think about yourself. <3

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