Cus I don't know.
I mean, nothings happening today, I'm not even getting any visitors. Today is just a regular Mando day. sitting. Eating. Nothing else.
I mean, it's not even the nice staff working today.
But I'm just happy? And it feels like everyone should see?
I'm not going around smiling, for all I know I could look really depressed, but that's not how I feel.
I generally just feel good :)
Things are going well - no cheating with my meals. I'm sitting - relaxed even. (of course not all the time)
I just hope everyone, or atleast someone has noticed :) im eating in good time (Used to eat in about 20 - 25 minutes. but now its down to 10 - 12 minutes. round 16 minutes for lunch and dinner.)
Like no idea what my plan is. But I so badly want to go home. I mean, if I can show that things work at home,I could be out of here quickly :)
I just need the chance.
Considering tomorrow I've been here 3 weeks, and still not even allowed to walk to the main hospital, I'm not so sure how fast, fast is.
But I've realised, that the worst hasn't happened yet - I was expecting permanent wheelchair. Someone watching and following me everywhere. Or not be allowed ro do my trays.
So far that hasn't happened. I have a bit of freedom. And I'm not. Going to mess with it.
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